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heyybitchess ! :)

mmm i am currently waiting for miss helena to get online so we can start rele playing ryan and rose once again. you see, a few years ago - i don't remember when exactly - when i had snuck onto a site i got banned from, we began this couple to write from. and this role playing isn't some kinky sex shit, nah, it's a writing excersize. hers is this sarcastic and smirky dude named ryan and mine is that tiny fireball named rose and we just sort of hit if off with those two. but we never got very far on them and decided today we'd reinstate them, better than ever! mmm this time though, rose is going to be a blonde music junkie who's living with her grandparents and works at a diner. <- decision i made just now but loving it.

i'm in the mood to go home, invite people over and just take pictures with my dslr. of course that's a little impossible considering we're about 18 hours away from our home. i miss home. i never thought i'd say that but i do. if i was home right now, karys would be over and we'd be spaced out on my floor or some thing, taking pictures and i miss that. maybe it's just the fact that i'm still waiting for helliebellie to get on so i can write but i'm sort of depressed. not to mention i'm sort of lowered in confidence some how or other. and i miss my friends. i miss jillian and, god, i miss lindsay though i still want to clock her for leaving. i miss karys and maddyy and miss megan and madison making me laugh till i cry. i miss connor and his 'i put my hands below yours, get it right' hugs and colin and his afro and i want to curl up and sleep but i'm in a friggin car for 18 more hours and i hate life. and now hellie apparently is too tired to talk with me. =/ now what am i going to do? homework? =/ i really should but i can't force myself to.

:)

charlotte.