happy new year! merry 2011!
i'm exhausted, it's one thirty and we just got in so i'll keep it short and list things i want to talk about tomorrow, kay?
durmstrang boys. god.
wand demonstration.
harry potter rides.
butterbeer.
harry potter shops.
uneventful new years.
good 2010 memories.
'i want to go to canada'.
that's all i can think of from today. god, my head is killing me and i'm tired. so g`night and merry 2011!
:)
charlotte.
Friday, December 31, 2010
thirtyfirst of december
so i'm sitting in my condominium room, watching a horribly sad house episode and waiting for my parents, sister and sisters friend. my hair is straightened and a bit poofy and i just finished three more books. i need to go through my closet, which i'll do soon... probs in like two minutes. then again, i might just be too lazy again.
we're going to try and get into harry potter tonight! :D wooohoo! not much more to say but we're leaving the parks at one in the morning tonight. :)
dana's friend is coming with us =/ which i'm not too happy about. i'll just have to hide my brooding to secret though, yes, that's what i'll do. but i'm trying not to loose myself in jumping up and down in excitement. calm. charlotte. calm. WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT?! sure, i'm a loser but i'm fucking excited about it!!!!
nothing else really changed so i'm going to organize now. and talk to karys on msn more.
:)
charlotte.
we're going to try and get into harry potter tonight! :D wooohoo! not much more to say but we're leaving the parks at one in the morning tonight. :)
dana's friend is coming with us =/ which i'm not too happy about. i'll just have to hide my brooding to secret though, yes, that's what i'll do. but i'm trying not to loose myself in jumping up and down in excitement. calm. charlotte. calm. WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT?! sure, i'm a loser but i'm fucking excited about it!!!!
nothing else really changed so i'm going to organize now. and talk to karys on msn more.
:)
charlotte.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
thirtieth of december
alas, we are not in stuart florida any more but have retired to Orlando for the next/last couple days.
so we were just shopping at a really cool mall for the past hours we've been here. there's not a lot of my stores but i did get a nice blouse and a plain blank tank from pacsun along with a new headband from lulu. but near the end i got a really bad headache. my dad and family were going to hang out with some of my sisters soccer parents and coaches but they dropped me off.
so now i've had advil and am watching t.v and typing. my head still feels really achey and gross though, it sucks but i'll deal.
i'm gonna go now. hannah montana the movie's on! oh. my. god. i've never been more excited in my life! [/sarcasn]
:)
charlotte.
so we were just shopping at a really cool mall for the past hours we've been here. there's not a lot of my stores but i did get a nice blouse and a plain blank tank from pacsun along with a new headband from lulu. but near the end i got a really bad headache. my dad and family were going to hang out with some of my sisters soccer parents and coaches but they dropped me off.
so now i've had advil and am watching t.v and typing. my head still feels really achey and gross though, it sucks but i'll deal.
i'm gonna go now. hannah montana the movie's on! oh. my. god. i've never been more excited in my life! [/sarcasn]
:)
charlotte.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
twentyeighth of december II
tron. was. amazing. AMAZING. that's all i'm going to say about it. either than the dude that played sam? holy smokes.
we're trying to figure out how we're going to get to The Wizarding World Of Harry Potter. we might go tomorrow. my dad wants to go friday for new years eve but we don't think we can get in and see dana's soccer friends play at the same time. and i want to go. i NEED to go. i want to have butterbeer. :( and throw owls at people to convince them they're real! and i want to be the typical tourist with my camera glued to my hand and a huge smile on my face. D: i NEEEDD to go. NEED. NEED. NEED. i need it like i need breath. i need to buy jokes at zonkos joke shop. i need to eat at the three broomsticks and order butterbear at the hogshead. i need to send letters from the owlery and get my picture taken with the conductor from the hogwarts express! i need to visit the book store and i need to go to ollivanders wand store! you don't understand the extent of my nerdiness but at this moment, i'm fit with harry potter-itis and there's nothing you can do about it that our lovely medi-witch prof. pomfrey can't fix! and that made no sense! that's exactly how i feel right now.
godamnit...
I AM A HARRY POTTER NERD AND I AM NOT AFRAID TO SAY IT.
whew. that took a lot of steam.
today during tron though i got a vague story idea. i had no paper but i had a pen. so i wrote on the few blank pages in the book i was reading. i can no longer sell the book in our future garage sale but the idea is written down! woohoo!
and i finished another book. that's a record of... wait. 'Deep In Another World.' 'The Fluff Book' 'Get Well Soon'. 'Goodnight Beautiful.' 'Smile For The Camera'. FIVE books... but I think I may be missing some. Ah. Wells.
I love Helena Roberts, too.
charlotte.
we're trying to figure out how we're going to get to The Wizarding World Of Harry Potter. we might go tomorrow. my dad wants to go friday for new years eve but we don't think we can get in and see dana's soccer friends play at the same time. and i want to go. i NEED to go. i want to have butterbeer. :( and throw owls at people to convince them they're real! and i want to be the typical tourist with my camera glued to my hand and a huge smile on my face. D: i NEEEDD to go. NEED. NEED. NEED. i need it like i need breath. i need to buy jokes at zonkos joke shop. i need to eat at the three broomsticks and order butterbear at the hogshead. i need to send letters from the owlery and get my picture taken with the conductor from the hogwarts express! i need to visit the book store and i need to go to ollivanders wand store! you don't understand the extent of my nerdiness but at this moment, i'm fit with harry potter-itis and there's nothing you can do about it that our lovely medi-witch prof. pomfrey can't fix! and that made no sense! that's exactly how i feel right now.
godamnit...
I AM A HARRY POTTER NERD AND I AM NOT AFRAID TO SAY IT.
whew. that took a lot of steam.
today during tron though i got a vague story idea. i had no paper but i had a pen. so i wrote on the few blank pages in the book i was reading. i can no longer sell the book in our future garage sale but the idea is written down! woohoo!
and i finished another book. that's a record of... wait. 'Deep In Another World.' 'The Fluff Book' 'Get Well Soon'. 'Goodnight Beautiful.' 'Smile For The Camera'. FIVE books... but I think I may be missing some. Ah. Wells.
I love Helena Roberts, too.
charlotte.
twentyeigth of december
so plans for today are...
going to get a tan... where i have to put myself under a different last name so i can get one because i'm not old enough yet. pshaw. so i'm now 'charlotte potter'. xD i hope they don't remember how my mother called me 'love' and 'honey' yesterday. ah, well.
and then we're seeing TRON. except my sister cause she saw it with her boyfriend specially, it's his favorite movie or some shit. but i'm soo excited as of now.
oh. my. god. my dad was watching this movie about the liberation of paris where hitler had given the order 'if you can't hold paris then burn it to the ground'. i wasn't really paying attention though i was the only one in the living area who could properly see the t.v. i was emailing hellie when i look up and smile cause this woman had found her husband among those being shipped to gas chamber and they were hugging in that way that people do when they've found each other from death. THEN they get pulled away and the guy thinks they're going to hurt his wife so he grabs a gun and aims it at the shoulders. well. the shoulders shot him down with machine guns and they dragged the wife away. yep. that's when i looked up. fuck. life.
anyways. that's the plans and i'm gonna go now so. bye.
charlotte.
going to get a tan... where i have to put myself under a different last name so i can get one because i'm not old enough yet. pshaw. so i'm now 'charlotte potter'. xD i hope they don't remember how my mother called me 'love' and 'honey' yesterday. ah, well.
and then we're seeing TRON. except my sister cause she saw it with her boyfriend specially, it's his favorite movie or some shit. but i'm soo excited as of now.
oh. my. god. my dad was watching this movie about the liberation of paris where hitler had given the order 'if you can't hold paris then burn it to the ground'. i wasn't really paying attention though i was the only one in the living area who could properly see the t.v. i was emailing hellie when i look up and smile cause this woman had found her husband among those being shipped to gas chamber and they were hugging in that way that people do when they've found each other from death. THEN they get pulled away and the guy thinks they're going to hurt his wife so he grabs a gun and aims it at the shoulders. well. the shoulders shot him down with machine guns and they dragged the wife away. yep. that's when i looked up. fuck. life.
anyways. that's the plans and i'm gonna go now so. bye.
charlotte.
Monday, December 27, 2010
twentyseventh of december II
i've been in weird moods all day. =X
for three hours while we were shopping i was just... out of it. my whole brain felt fuzzy. my dad noticed and he took me to the car for 20 minutes where i read and drank the arizona he bought me before suddenly i was back in the zone again, instead of perpetually out to lunch like before. it was just fucking weird, that was.
i think i want to go through my closet and organize things.
i'm getting destructive. like we were going by this BEAUTIFUL mansion house by where our condo is that has these gorgeous christmas lights. it just finished building two years ago and we've seen it go from the ground up, really. there's never any lights on in it though. for some reason when we were passing it my first thought was 'we should burn it down'. i wasn't serious, nah. i haven't even drank or anything as of now so why would i be serious about burning a house down? it was just a thought. and just now when i thought about my closet i had the thought to shred all the clothing. obviously, i'm not going to. i love my clothes but the thought did come in. =X shit, i need to get a grip.
i'm scared of life right now. just so effin scared and effed up right now. i'm going to bed.
charlotte.
for three hours while we were shopping i was just... out of it. my whole brain felt fuzzy. my dad noticed and he took me to the car for 20 minutes where i read and drank the arizona he bought me before suddenly i was back in the zone again, instead of perpetually out to lunch like before. it was just fucking weird, that was.
i think i want to go through my closet and organize things.
i'm getting destructive. like we were going by this BEAUTIFUL mansion house by where our condo is that has these gorgeous christmas lights. it just finished building two years ago and we've seen it go from the ground up, really. there's never any lights on in it though. for some reason when we were passing it my first thought was 'we should burn it down'. i wasn't serious, nah. i haven't even drank or anything as of now so why would i be serious about burning a house down? it was just a thought. and just now when i thought about my closet i had the thought to shred all the clothing. obviously, i'm not going to. i love my clothes but the thought did come in. =X shit, i need to get a grip.
i'm scared of life right now. just so effin scared and effed up right now. i'm going to bed.
charlotte.
twentyseventh of december
i showed my dad my photogaphy album and he says i should sell them. =S apparenlty he thinks we should mat them, then get a liscense and go sell them at the craft fairs. he says he's seen much worse at the fairs and he thinks we could sell some. the problem is the ones he says we shouldn't sell are all my favorite cause they mean some thing to me. the ones to sell are all the boring landscape ones or whatchidoo. he liked the dance ghost one though so who knows.
and hello karys, if you're reading this. :)
we're trying to figure out when to go to the harry potter world and it's looking to be wednesday. my dad doesn't understand why we have to go so badly but that's because he's never read harry potter. i just want to be there and imagine it for a few hours or some thing!
my moms being really annoying.
i should write RTM today since i'll be busy other days.
i need to write my book for french.
kill me.
charlotte.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
photography un.
just a pretty shot of the ocean. :)
that's right. my foot. in the sand. and just so you know, this is a really awkward pose cause i'm secretly facing my footsteps.
just a bit hanging loose.
not in florida obviously. this is me in my old slippers when it was snow days. i just liked the shot. :)
twentysixth of december III
1. Real (full) name: none of your biznatch.
2. Nickname(s): char, littlebeast, char-lee, charlottenburg.
3. Zodiac Sign: aries
4. Male or female: female
5. Elementary School: no tells.
6. High School: no tells.
7. College/University: hopefully oxford :)
8. Hair color: dark brown
9. Tall or short: midgit sized :S
11. Sweats or Jeans: jeans
12. Phone or Camera: couldn't live without either :o
13. Health freak: HAHAHA nope
14. Orange or Apple: apple
15. Do you have a crush on someone? no one.
16. Eat or Drink: drink. >D
17. Piercings: ears :)
18. Pepsi or Coke: whatever's available
HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been in an airplane: many times :)
20. Been in a relationship: nothing serious, thank the good lord.
21. Been in a car accident?: lots of almosts but never a was.
22. Been in a fist fight: catfight?
MORE FACTS?
23. First piercing?: ears :)
24. First Best friend? umm... probs maggie lawrence?
25. First award: can't remember =/
26. First crush?: i don't remember?
27. First word: ma ma (yes. i'm typical.)
28. Last person you talked to in person: umm... my parents?
29. Your first lover?: your mom.
30. Last person you texted: i think it was karys but cause i'm in florides, can't text more than a couple.
31. Last person you watched a movie with: the rents. christmas day, suckers!
32. Last food you ate: milk holiday whoppers! :D best chocolate of life.
33. A truth about you: i have food issues.
34. Last song you listen to: brand new day - joshua radin
35. Last thing you bought: an arizona and whoppers at walmart :)
36. Last person you hugged: my dad for letting me buy an arizona :)
FAVE:
37. Food: ice cream, yum!
38. Drinks: arizona <3
39. Bottoms: umm... pants wise? i like my jeans but i'm not picky.
40. Flower: Roses but tulips are pretty.
41. Animal: i like snow leopards. rawr.
42. Colors: yellow :) but purple is cool too.
43. Dramas: wow. that's all.
44. Fav. Subject: english
HAVE YOU EVER:
(Put an X in the brackets if yes)
45. [ ] Fell in love with someone.
46. [x] Celebrated Halloween.
47. [ ] Had your heart broken.
48. [ ] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.
49. [x] had someone accuse you of something you didnt do.
51. [ ] got pregnant.
52. [ ] had an abortion.
53. [x] did something I regret.
54. [x] broke a promise.
55. [x] hid a secret.
56. [x] pretended to be happy.
57. [x] met someone who changed your life.
58. [x] pretended to be sick.
59. [x] left the country.
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
61. [x] cried over the silliest thing.
62. [ ] ran a mile.
63. [x] went to the beach with your best friend.
64. [x] got into an argument with your friends.
65. [x] hated someone.
66. [x]stayed single for 2 years.
DOING NOW:
67. Eating: nope.
68. Drinking: ARIZONA :D
69. Listening: my sisters insane taste in music =/ i hate sharing a condo room.
70. Sitting/Laying: sitting on my bed.
71. Watching: nuttin.
72. Waiting: for tomorrow :)
YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids?: yep
74. Want to get married?: yes please
75. Career: author/photographer
76. Lips or eyes: eyes
77. Shorter or taller: TALLEROHMYGOD.
78. Romantic or spontaneous: both?
79. Hook-up or relationship: relationship but i've never tried either, tbh.
82. Looks or personality: both, jeeze.
HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts: HAHAHAHAHA yes.
84. Snuck out of a house: nooo.
85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: nope
86. Killed somebody: MUHA.
87. Broken someone's heart: not that i know of.
88. Been in love: uh uh.
89. Cried when someone died: in movies. i'm fortunate to not have any one close to me die as of yet.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself: not most of the time.
91. Miracles: in movies.
92. Love at first sight: ... i believe in some forms of it.
93. Heaven: >.> idk.
94. Santa Clause: psshhh, who doesn't?
95. Sex on the first date: fhasdfjl;.
96. Kiss on the first date: depends.
TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: karys. :(
98. Do you know who your real friends are: i know who some of them are. :)
99. Do you believe in God: yes.
100. Post as 100 truths: blogging.
twentysixth of december II
fuck everything.
more like, fuck everyone.
so i just found out that the cousin of a friend of mine is harassing my bestfriend. she's part jewish and he's slamming on her religion and being an idiot and she's really taking a blow. he's attacked her on facebook, formspring and through some other crap that i don't even know about! so i'm finally getting involved and asking him what his deal is and all he says is 'okay'.
DGSAFDHOUEWRYXNKJH. screw this.
charlotte.
more like, fuck everyone.
so i just found out that the cousin of a friend of mine is harassing my bestfriend. she's part jewish and he's slamming on her religion and being an idiot and she's really taking a blow. he's attacked her on facebook, formspring and through some other crap that i don't even know about! so i'm finally getting involved and asking him what his deal is and all he says is 'okay'.
DGSAFDHOUEWRYXNKJH. screw this.
charlotte.
twentysixth of december
kayso for starts, i got up the nerve and posted my new one shot. it's called 'Like A Barbie Doll'. i've only gotten one review all day and that was sort of... unfullfilling because they sounded... internet sarcastic. and the challenge maker the one shot was for didn't sound very happy about my entering. =S ahwells.
and i sort of want to take down 'Wanderings' from the site. llloooadddsss of people have favorite storied it and reviewed, one person even has a quote from it on their home page! but it was written during my dark times, where writing... wasn't like as it is now, to be vague about it. i don't know... i don't want to take it off for everyone who liked reading it... maybe i should do an update chapter saying i'll be removing it in a week and if any one wanted to have it saved they could message me or some thing. that would make me more depressed though when no one did message it. crap.
ANYWAYS, we went shopping today. :)
we started off at bestbuy where i bought myself a new point and shoot camera! i indulged a bit, so what? it's name is malvolio (decided just now, sue me) and it's neon pink. the newest canon, fo` sho. what can i say? canons are the best cameras in my opinion. and my dad found me thera bands for point shoe work outs too which was pretty sick if i do say so myself.
then we went to the mall where we started at hollister: a button down, pair of jeans, dressy thing and long sleeved.
then pacsun: 3 tank tops, two pairs of jeans (buy one get one free! wahoo!), a blouse, a new purse which i direly needed... i think that's all. too lazy to lean ver and check the bags.
then american eagle: 2 t-shirts, a sweater, a tank top shirt and the belt i've been searching for forever.
foodcourt: chinese food for lunch and a smoothie.
dillards: we're ordering in some black uggs. i haven't gotten a new pair since i destroyed my chocolate ones. :( i miss my babies!
walmart: 23042038 containers of milk whoppers - which are the most delicious chocolate iteams EVER, an arizona my daddy bought me (he knows me so well!) and of course, a you curl which i'm excited to try out some time.
it was all in all, quite a sucessfull day. my plight for the new me has begun with new clothes and a new camera! :)
i just found out that my two spoiled neighbors got ipads for christmas. my mom has an ipad because she uses it for books and games and stuff and she loves the thing. now these are two of the most spoiled girls i know. don't get me wrong, they're very nice when we're getting along but VERY spoiled. take it this way... when i got my touch, three or so years ago when i hadn't had an ipod before, a month after the girl went up to her dad and showed him it, they both had them. they both have macbook computers. they both regularly order clothing from hollister, lululemon and get their hair down every couple months or so. their house is also always so... neat. it's unnerving.
the eldest is the nicest. she's a gymnast like my sister and has pretty brown hair and glasses/contacts.
the youngest can be a bit... bothersome at times. she's slightly bigger and she does dance. she just made it into the undercomp section. goodluck for her for getting everything set and ready is all i can say.
OOOOH. so today it was really windy and cold for florida and since my feet get cold super easily, i didn't want to wear my berks. instead, i just wore the slippers dana got me for christmas. they look like boots ish but with a V in the front. their light light (almost white) tope with fur on the inside and i love them. so when dana and i were trying on shirts in american eagle, this woman suddenly gasps and is all 'OHMYGOSH. i love love LOVE your boots. they are so cute with the outfit you're wearing. where'd you get them?'. i told her my sister got them for me but unfortunately, they're only sold in canada. she wasn't too upset but it made me happy. i forgot to tell her they were slippers. =S ah well.
i need to clean up my room and things a bit. i have nothing else really pressing to do. i finished my book and just got a chapter out. i should get started on my new chapter. i have a beta! wooo! :)
i want to go download the TRON soundtrack, dana says it's really good and i need some thing fresh to inspire me to write some thing, anything. yet, i feel as though i want to save it for when i can write some thing original. it's not really... pirate music, i guess so my latest idea is out for it. ah, well. i guess pirates of the carribean it is for that one!
my phone is hiding from me. >.>
i want to go find my arizona but i just got comfy. and i need to get my phone out of my purse but i just got comfy. i should shower but i just got comfy. i want to use my tri-pod while my hair is still nice but i just got comfy. i need to change my facebook profile picture but i just got comfy.
but seriously, i have to change my profile picture... it's of me in front of my christmas tree. i took a good one of me on my phone... which is in my purse. which means i must get up anyhow. fuck.
charlotte.
and i sort of want to take down 'Wanderings' from the site. llloooadddsss of people have favorite storied it and reviewed, one person even has a quote from it on their home page! but it was written during my dark times, where writing... wasn't like as it is now, to be vague about it. i don't know... i don't want to take it off for everyone who liked reading it... maybe i should do an update chapter saying i'll be removing it in a week and if any one wanted to have it saved they could message me or some thing. that would make me more depressed though when no one did message it. crap.
ANYWAYS, we went shopping today. :)
we started off at bestbuy where i bought myself a new point and shoot camera! i indulged a bit, so what? it's name is malvolio (decided just now, sue me) and it's neon pink. the newest canon, fo` sho. what can i say? canons are the best cameras in my opinion. and my dad found me thera bands for point shoe work outs too which was pretty sick if i do say so myself.
then we went to the mall where we started at hollister: a button down, pair of jeans, dressy thing and long sleeved.
then pacsun: 3 tank tops, two pairs of jeans (buy one get one free! wahoo!), a blouse, a new purse which i direly needed... i think that's all. too lazy to lean ver and check the bags.
then american eagle: 2 t-shirts, a sweater, a tank top shirt and the belt i've been searching for forever.
foodcourt: chinese food for lunch and a smoothie.
dillards: we're ordering in some black uggs. i haven't gotten a new pair since i destroyed my chocolate ones. :( i miss my babies!
walmart: 23042038 containers of milk whoppers - which are the most delicious chocolate iteams EVER, an arizona my daddy bought me (he knows me so well!) and of course, a you curl which i'm excited to try out some time.
it was all in all, quite a sucessfull day. my plight for the new me has begun with new clothes and a new camera! :)
i just found out that my two spoiled neighbors got ipads for christmas. my mom has an ipad because she uses it for books and games and stuff and she loves the thing. now these are two of the most spoiled girls i know. don't get me wrong, they're very nice when we're getting along but VERY spoiled. take it this way... when i got my touch, three or so years ago when i hadn't had an ipod before, a month after the girl went up to her dad and showed him it, they both had them. they both have macbook computers. they both regularly order clothing from hollister, lululemon and get their hair down every couple months or so. their house is also always so... neat. it's unnerving.
the eldest is the nicest. she's a gymnast like my sister and has pretty brown hair and glasses/contacts.
the youngest can be a bit... bothersome at times. she's slightly bigger and she does dance. she just made it into the undercomp section. goodluck for her for getting everything set and ready is all i can say.
OOOOH. so today it was really windy and cold for florida and since my feet get cold super easily, i didn't want to wear my berks. instead, i just wore the slippers dana got me for christmas. they look like boots ish but with a V in the front. their light light (almost white) tope with fur on the inside and i love them. so when dana and i were trying on shirts in american eagle, this woman suddenly gasps and is all 'OHMYGOSH. i love love LOVE your boots. they are so cute with the outfit you're wearing. where'd you get them?'. i told her my sister got them for me but unfortunately, they're only sold in canada. she wasn't too upset but it made me happy. i forgot to tell her they were slippers. =S ah well.
i need to clean up my room and things a bit. i have nothing else really pressing to do. i finished my book and just got a chapter out. i should get started on my new chapter. i have a beta! wooo! :)
i want to go download the TRON soundtrack, dana says it's really good and i need some thing fresh to inspire me to write some thing, anything. yet, i feel as though i want to save it for when i can write some thing original. it's not really... pirate music, i guess so my latest idea is out for it. ah, well. i guess pirates of the carribean it is for that one!
my phone is hiding from me. >.>
i want to go find my arizona but i just got comfy. and i need to get my phone out of my purse but i just got comfy. i should shower but i just got comfy. i want to use my tri-pod while my hair is still nice but i just got comfy. i need to change my facebook profile picture but i just got comfy.
but seriously, i have to change my profile picture... it's of me in front of my christmas tree. i took a good one of me on my phone... which is in my purse. which means i must get up anyhow. fuck.
charlotte.
Saturday, December 25, 2010
twentyfifth of december II
ok, so, black swan?
what. the. hell. was. that. movie?
let me just start by saying i'm not a horror movie fan. at all. i'm the annoying kid who is always screeching in harry potter or whatever so this was not well. not to mention the movie has many sex scenes and masturbation scenes and i saw it beside my very very prudish father and my howling mother, along with the giggling older sister. wow, is all i can say.
it was wonderfully made and a beautifully gruesome movie. they had all of the ballet details down to a crisp including the capezio tights and everything like that but... wtf?
i mean when the movie ended i was just staring at the screen with this awed and revolted expression on my face.
i guess that's what they call perfectionism.
but in truth everyone, this is the ballet word. it's not as intense but it is just as much hard work and determination. you saw them at the barre? our ballet teacher is that except not as nice. yeppers. their technique was simply amazing though.
i called (though it didn't work out) that there wouldn't be a mattress at the end of the movie but she'd fall anyways. i was wrong but... sort of right?
anyways. perfectionism to a T.
charlotte.
what. the. hell. was. that. movie?
let me just start by saying i'm not a horror movie fan. at all. i'm the annoying kid who is always screeching in harry potter or whatever so this was not well. not to mention the movie has many sex scenes and masturbation scenes and i saw it beside my very very prudish father and my howling mother, along with the giggling older sister. wow, is all i can say.
it was wonderfully made and a beautifully gruesome movie. they had all of the ballet details down to a crisp including the capezio tights and everything like that but... wtf?
i mean when the movie ended i was just staring at the screen with this awed and revolted expression on my face.
i guess that's what they call perfectionism.
but in truth everyone, this is the ballet word. it's not as intense but it is just as much hard work and determination. you saw them at the barre? our ballet teacher is that except not as nice. yeppers. their technique was simply amazing though.
i called (though it didn't work out) that there wouldn't be a mattress at the end of the movie but she'd fall anyways. i was wrong but... sort of right?
anyways. perfectionism to a T.
charlotte.
twentyfifth of december
ah. florida. how i love/loathe thee.
hello everyone. my name is Charlotte Little, i'm a little canadian dancer/writer/photographer and my life seems to be forever in shambles. some one suggested to me once that i should keep a blog, keep all of my commentary down in one place so i can go back in ten years and realize how horrible i was. i decided i would... or at least try to stick with it because lord knows the effort i put into things.
it's christmas... but not actually as my family had christmas a week ago. all over facebook people are posting their new blackberry pins and phone numbers and i'm just sitting here and watching with a smile. laptops here, ipods there, phones all over the place and here i am! don't get me wrong, i have all of that. in fact, i'd die without my babies which i will now introduce to you all.
un. the one i really could not live without is my laptop. it's a macbook 13" named Sebastian. i got it around a year and 2 months ago. i've written two novels on it thus far (nanowrimo) and many stories as well as have much school work and photographs on it. really, if i'm not by sebastian for a long time i start going through withdrawal. it's not even facebook or twitter that i'm obsessed with, it's the writing on it and just... having my whole life in one spot. it's awesome. :)
deux. the new phone. i got it three weeks ago i think. it's an iPhone 4 and it's tentatively named the Titanic. it was obama for awhile but when my friend announced she was getting married to this president i had to switch it. i'm pretty in love with it to be honest. i'm not obsessed or anything seeing as i can't text for two weeks being in the u.s but i do feel bare without it. at home i carry it with me everywhere seeing as it's also my iPod and i live off music. mostly i use it for texting, email (for work and such) and music. though i'm on the internet a lot too.
trois. my camera. magnus. it's a Canon Rebel DSLR or some thing. i dont' know but it's proffessional and my dad got it for me half a year ago (for my birthday). like i said previously, i'm pretty in love with it. it used to be pulled out just for shoots i did but now it's my primary camera seeing as my poor little abused Canon point and shoot finally bit the bullet. i brought that little thing every where and now it won't turn on... ah well, i'm more than happy to get more use out of magnus.
that's pretty much it. i got chapter twelve out of RTM, an ongoing story i have on with around 100 followers and 130 reviews last time i checked. :) i'm pretty proud of it but i'm working on getting myself a beta now so that i can have some one force me to write and get it done and so on which will start out being nice and soon will make me want to knock a gun into my head i'm guessing. i have one tentative beta lined up which is nice.
for christmas i got a lot of small things seeing as my phone was sort of my main present, i just got it early. what i got here though is pretty epic, it's a new tri-pod for my camera! i've already used it bunches and i got it three hours ago. now i just need to buy myself a new point and shoot and voila! and i suppose getting out a chapter of RTM was another present to myself though i should get out 13 before i go back to school and things become harder. 8S. yep. sounds fun. i also have a one shot to publish if i ever hear back from the contest author that it's supposed to be under. i'm tempted to just put it under now anyways if it wasn't my first time posting for that fandom and i wasn't so worried about what people would think. ah. well. also i have a new story (not a real one) festering out with two new characters i'm demi proud of. Elodie and Dimitri. sound cool? mmm.
i think i'm going to publish said story now. sounds like a plan.
charlotte.
p.s going to see a movie today for christmas, might post a review afterwards. might.
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